i think it’s becoming clearer with each passing moment that i can’t revert to life before you ever again. i’ve never wanted anything so badly before, never dared to believe that any love could last forever, and now i’ve never been more reluctant to leave anyone’s side. everything in my life right now, or ever before, pales in comparison to the color you bring. i’ve never known what its felt like to look at someone and see love in their eyes, and be able to feel the exact same way back. i’ve never felt so loved by anybody, and truthfully, i don’t think there is a single person out there who could possibly be more right for me.
it’s so surreal, but yet so scary, because when you feel such a myriad of emotions for a single individual, you give them all the power in the world to break you, and that is the one thing i’ve always feared the most. i was always safe on my own, even in a relationship, because i never fully relinquished control of my heart; not even once. i just couldn’t bring myself to, from the very beginning, yet now here i am, letting myself free fall into an abyss of complete darkness and uncertainty.
this is so foreign. i’m not sure how people do this, but i’m going to go out on a limb and declare that going with your heart kinda sucks. where is the logic in all this bullshit they call love? i am undecided if i am doing myself more bad than good (or vice versa). i’m not used to this one bit. if this screws up i think i’ll go bungee jump off a cliff, no strings attached. literally. (note simultaneous self-love and self-hate.)
all i know is that i love you so much. and i suppose that is everything i need, from now until forever. i am so serious about you it isn’t even funny.
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i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe i hate europe why does this have to happen to us
shit seriously happens allow me just one moment to wallow in sadness.
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to him/to you
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“Butterflies can’t see their wings. They can’t see how truly beautiful they are, but everyone else can. People are like that as well.”
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I actually, honestly don’t know if I’ll ever be with anyone because the idea of actually admitting to someone that I love them is terrifying to me.
i couldn’t say it because this was exactly what i was afraid of.
accurate
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you are the medicine to my ailment; my irrational fear of broken trust and unequal loves
i’m putting all my hopes on you, so i pray this will never break the way i never want it to.
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so glad we got that straightened out
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